He estado en los EEUU por 10 días... y finalmente estoy empezaba a sentir cómodo aca. Siempre cuando hay algo super especial que yo amo muchisimo...siempre es dificil para mi a dejarlo con Dios. Chile es una de esas cosas. He tenido un actitud super malo. Solo queria ver cosas malas por aca y cosas buenas por alla.
Odio mi propia cultura. No entiendo mis amigos. Siento super desconocida y desconectada. Echo de menos todo de Chile.
PERO!
Sé que Dios quiere que estoy aca. Tengo chiquillas del grupo de jovenes de mi iglesia que me necesitan.
Asi que...necesito cambiar mi actitud. Hay cosas buenas por aca también. Sí, les extraño a mis amigos. pero puedo hablar con ustedes por internet. Asi que...mantenemos las amistades y no pierdo todo mi español! Sí prefiero la iglesia en español. pero Dios entiende ingles igual que español y es alabado en cualquier idioma. Es verdad que español habla mas a mi corazón que ingles...pero le da lo mismo a Dios. La alabanza no es para mi. Ademas, hay una iglesia cerca a mi casa que es solamente en español. Sí es difícil a reconectarme con amigos aca. pero todos tienen mucho paciencia conmigo...gracias a Dios por eso.
[[I have been in the US for 10 days...and finally i'm starting to feel comfortable here. Whenever there is something special that I love very much...it is always very difficult for me to leave it with God. Chile is one of these things. I have had a very bad attitude. I only wanted to see bad things here and good things there.
I hate my own culture. I don't understand my friends. I feel very unknown and disconnected. I miss all of Chile.
BUT!
I know that God wants me to be here. I have kids in the youth group at my church that need me. So...I need to change my attitude. There are good things here too. Yes, I miss my friens. But I can talk to them online. So let's maintain the friendship and not forget all of my Spanish!! Yes, I prefer church in Spanish. But God understands English as well as Spanish and is praised in whatever language. It's true that Spanish speaks more to my heart than English, but it's all the same to God. The praise isn't for me. Also there is a church near my house that is only in Spanish. Yes it's hard to reconnect with my friends here. But everyone has so much patience with me...Thank you to God for that!]]
Odio mi propia cultura. No entiendo mis amigos. Siento super desconocida y desconectada. Echo de menos todo de Chile.
PERO!
Sé que Dios quiere que estoy aca. Tengo chiquillas del grupo de jovenes de mi iglesia que me necesitan.
Asi que...necesito cambiar mi actitud. Hay cosas buenas por aca también. Sí, les extraño a mis amigos. pero puedo hablar con ustedes por internet. Asi que...mantenemos las amistades y no pierdo todo mi español! Sí prefiero la iglesia en español. pero Dios entiende ingles igual que español y es alabado en cualquier idioma. Es verdad que español habla mas a mi corazón que ingles...pero le da lo mismo a Dios. La alabanza no es para mi. Ademas, hay una iglesia cerca a mi casa que es solamente en español. Sí es difícil a reconectarme con amigos aca. pero todos tienen mucho paciencia conmigo...gracias a Dios por eso.
[[I have been in the US for 10 days...and finally i'm starting to feel comfortable here. Whenever there is something special that I love very much...it is always very difficult for me to leave it with God. Chile is one of these things. I have had a very bad attitude. I only wanted to see bad things here and good things there.
I hate my own culture. I don't understand my friends. I feel very unknown and disconnected. I miss all of Chile.
BUT!
I know that God wants me to be here. I have kids in the youth group at my church that need me. So...I need to change my attitude. There are good things here too. Yes, I miss my friens. But I can talk to them online. So let's maintain the friendship and not forget all of my Spanish!! Yes, I prefer church in Spanish. But God understands English as well as Spanish and is praised in whatever language. It's true that Spanish speaks more to my heart than English, but it's all the same to God. The praise isn't for me. Also there is a church near my house that is only in Spanish. Yes it's hard to reconnect with my friends here. But everyone has so much patience with me...Thank you to God for that!]]
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